Happy Mother`s Day..

The Liebster blog award

Hello Blogsville, Hows Y`all Doing?? Its May already!!!! well 10 days into may, hope you enjoying the month of May so far..

I  just received  another award from the Queen Of Versatility ------------------------:> http://janylbenyl.blogspot.com
Thanks a Millie dear..and for you to find me inspiring , all i can say is i`m humbled. Mucho Gracias.

Erm so i have to give this award to Bloggers with less than 200 followers who inspire me....

The Rules

1. Link back to the person who gave you the award

2. Post the award to your blog.

3. Pass it to 5 other bloggers you appreciate

4. Leave a comment on their blogs informing them about the award.

Now to My Inspiring 5  *wish it was more coz i get inspired one way or the other by my 109 followers*

i. Che .. http://naijabankgirl.blogspot.com

ii. Gretel Almighty .. http://gretel-premonitionofthepast.blogspot.com

iii. Tamie .. http://twinkleglow.blogspot.com

iv. Efua .. http://dentaa.blogspot.com/

v. Think about it.  http://analyze233.blogspot.com

The Fear Within..

All i have to console myself  is the memory of what once was..

My heart was as innocent as a new born baby,as open as a 

missionary position & as unique as a unicorn...

Before i met you,all i ever dream`t of  is what it feels like to 

be in love thats why when you showed up i jumped on the 

love wagon without hesitation,with the mind that i was on

my way to paradise...

The 1st few months was so blissful,i kept asking myself

why people say all sort of bad things about Love???..

why do they say Love is the reason for every for every

action whether good or bad??? why do some people

call it the cold killer??

My heart was too innocent to understand & was blinded

by Love. As time went by i noticed changes,changes so

bad,changes so significant like empty promises made by

politicians before being sworn into office...

My innocent heart began to question things,began to

wonder why things could not stay the way they

were in the beginning,began to wonder why hours 

in a day went from looking like a minute to feeling

like a year...

I was deep in thoughts,so deep in thought the 

night skies was clearer than my mind.waking up

each day was a battle for survival because all i did
was run after you like a kid running after a butterfly

and making no progress when it came to catching

it...

My heart that was once as bright as the midday sun 

became darker than the hades when you told me it 

was over..what did i do? where did i go wrong??

can`t we please make this work??

I crawled like a baby a baby who just learnt to crawl 

after you because all i ever wanted was a happy ending

but to no avail..

You took my heart because i made you the queen of  it

& there was no where to run to,even sleep could not 

save my heart from crying because all i see in my dream
 is You..

All i had was hopes for a brighter day and when it never 

came,i overthrew you as queen,took my heart back,bind

the pieces together with chains the size of the ones used 

to hold a ship`s anchor,locked it up and threw the keys

so far even mother nature would require divine help 

finding it..

Although my heart is broken,i feel alot better now, alot

safer because i look up to no one but myself for happiness.

sad thing is i`m never jumping on that wagon again for 

the fear i have within...

PS...I`m fine...Just a Poem.

Google..

Happy New Month Everybody...

Hakuna Matata..

Hello Blogsville!!!!!!!!!! How is everybody?? Its mid-week already, hope you all having a good week."i am"

I woke up today with Bob Marley`s 3 little birds playing on the radio & although i have heard this song a gazillion times,it just hit me in a special way today. I started picturing the "what if" scenarios i plant in my head  sometimes, especially when things ain`t right or my expectancy level is maybe too high or the goals i set for myself are not being achieved at the period i hoped it would. I must admit i worry & just realized it crossed alil into the too much side of things..

Worry like every other thing on the planet can be good in some ways e.g ( fastening your seat belts coz you dont wanna come out the windscreen after a crash,studying coz you might fail if you don't insuring your valuable etc...but the dark side of worrying leads to a lot of scary disorders"sparing you a list coz this isn't a  psychology class".

All i`m just trying to say is as humans we all worry but we must please try  NOT TO WORRY TOO MUCH coz we doing more harm to ourselves by worrying TOO MUCH...."Note To Self"

Loyalty Award...

 

Thanks a Millie For This Award Rhapsody :)

Happy International Women`s Day...

 

 W--Wonderful

   O--Outstanding

   M-- Marvelous

A-- Adorable

N-- Nice

Erm i just wanna add that you still the most complicated,hard to live with you and even harder without you...

Happy International Women`s Day..